Post by akarana on Jun 24, 2011 21:46:19 GMT
I made, it, this chapter is done so much sooner than the last few were. I hope you like it and thanks for still reading!
Chapter 27
„I'm really happy that we picked it up today," William commented as he put the piglet down in the hay in its new shed in Julia's garden. She had insisted in getting it the same night, so they wouldn't have to worry about it the next day before they saw her father.
"It's a female piglet and needs a name, William," Julia smiled and petted the little ears of their new pet.
"Julia, it's a pig not a dog," he said as he stood stiffly beside her.
"Oh William, don't pretend you don't care," she simply laughed about his attitude. She knew him better than that. "You were the one who saved her and brought her here so I doubt that you will let her grow and then slaughter her," she went on and stood up, wrapping one arm around his middle.
"So you really want to name her?" he asked, already giving in because he knew he didn't have a chance anyway to win this argument. Her laughing eyes gave him all the confirmation he needed. "Then go ahead," he encouraged her.
"I get the honors alone? How generous of you," she smiled and kissed his cheek. "How about… Frieda?" she asked then.
"Frieda?" he asked, wondering how she had come up with that name.
"I think she looks like a Frieda," Julia shrugged and looked at the piglet that was chewing on an apple.
"Crazy lady," he laughed heartily and pulled her tightly against his side. How much happier he felt when she was with him and everything was alright between them. That thought reminded him that they still had to talk about their fight.
"Shall we go back inside?" Julia asked and he nodded and led her out of the small shed. "You think she will be ok out here all alone?" she wondered when they closed the door and the piglet started to squeak.
"We will not take the piglet into the main house with us. I saved its life, you tended to its wounds and gave it, sorry, her, a new home, I think that's enough," William intervened before she could even think about taking the piglet inside with her. Knowing Julia he wouldn't put it past her.
"Fine," she agreed with a deep sigh and walked beside him onto the veranda and sat down on the bench. William took the blanket and spread it over her legs before he sat down beside her. Immediately she moved closer to him and rested her head on his shoulder and smiled when he wrapped his arm around her shoulders.
"It's a lovely night," he started, not knowing if he wanted to have "the talk" or not.
"I missed you, William," she admitted, referring to the last few days.
"I missed you, too. But I couldn't get over myself and come over," he made his own admission.
"Did I really look that repulsing in the biking outfit?" she asked him and his eyes widened in shock at her question.
"What makes you say that?"
"You couldn't even look at me," she said, her eyes cast downwards.
"Julia, look at me," he insisted and lifted her chin up with his finger. "I was shocked, yes, but not because you looked repulsing. You never do!" He assured her. "I just didn't expect you to wear such a revealing outfit. It took me by surprise and the possessive part of me took over. I want to be the only one who sees you like this," he explained, or tried to at least.
"In knickerbockers?" she asked, raising her eyebrows playfully.
"In revealing clothes," he clarified in a whisper and kissed her softly.
"They are not revealing, they are practical. Have you ever tried riding a bike in a long skirt? It gets stuck all the time. Honestly, it's simply dangerous," she insisted.
"You should have told me that before and prepared me for what I was to expect. Your new clothes, George and the bathing suit were simply too much at once," William smiled.
"So I am officially allowed to wear the knickerbockers again?" she asked him.
"I don't want you to get hurt… and you wouldn't let a no stop you anyway," he knew.
"True," she laughed and snuggled further into him. They were silent for a while and simply enjoyed being together while they watched the stars shine in the dark sky above them.
"I was at Isaac's yesterday for an examination," Julia said quietly into the darkness and started to play with his fingers above the blanket.
"Are you alright?" he became worried instantly.
"I wanted to know if there's really no chance for us to have a child of our own," Julia's voice became even quieter, barely above a whisper. William didn't say anything, he simply placed a soft kiss on her sleeve and waited for her to go on.
"Isaac says that while my ovaries seem intact, there's just a lot of scar tissue in my uterus and the egg can't settle in as it should. I will simply miscarry before we even know I was ever pregnant," she explained and her eyes became watery with tears.
"We can always adopt. There are so many children out there seeking a new home," he tried to console her.
"Oh William, I really want to have your child, feel it grown within me, birth it, nurse it," she said and then started to sob. He hugged her to him and gently rocked her from side to side, hoping she would stop crying. It was breaking his heart, because he couldn't do anything. There was nothing in their power they could do to change it.
"I understand why I was punished this way for my sins, but you shouldn't be burdened with this. You deserve a wife who is able to give you children," she went on and he knew he needed to speak up or she would talk herself farther and farther into this.
"Julia, we talked about this and I stand by what I said. There is only one woman for me and that is you. I don't want to have children with any other woman. Only you. And if it isn't in god's plan to have us have our own children, then maybe our child is out there waiting for us to come and get it and give it the home it deserves," he told her and didn't let go of her.
"Thank you," she said, still choked up and buried her face even deeper into his neck.
"There's nothing you have to thank me for," he replied. "Except for maybe letting you name the piglet 'Frieda'," he pointed out then when he saw the opportunity to lighten the mood. When Julia lifted her head and looked at him while he felt her laughter vibrate through his own body, he knew he had found the right words.
~*~
The next afternoon they stood in front of the impressive house Julia grew up in. William had never been there before and he had to admit that now that he saw the mansion he was even more nervous about meeting her father than he had been earlier.
"And you called in advance and he said it was alright?" William wanted reassurance once more.
"Yes, I did. Just relax William. If you think about it rationally there's nothing bad that can happen. Whether he approves or not, it doesn't change a thing. He has yet to approve of all the other choices I made in my life," Julia tried to calm him and placed a hand on his when he just wouldn't stop fiddling with his sleeves. Before William could reply the door opened and they walked inside, handing their hats and coats off to the maid. Before long they were led into the sitting room where Mr. Ogden was already waiting for them.
"Julia," he smiled when he saw his daughter and she walked to him and greeted him with a kiss on the cheek.
"Hello father. This is detective William Murdoch, my fiancé. I have already told you about him," Julia introduced the two men and they awkwardly shook hands.
"Pleasure to finally meet you, Sir," Murdoch said and tried to sound cheerful, while he was actually shaking in his shoes under the probing eyes of Julia's father.
"I have heard a lot about you indeed. Both my daughters can't stop talking about you," Mr. Ogden replied and William wasn't sure if he should take it as a compliment or a reprimand. He didn't know what to say so he remained quiet.
"I hope it is alright that we stopped by on such a short notice. However with our job we never know what might come up," Julia spoke up.
"I hear you're an acting detective and are somewhat famous for your unusual methods," her father didn't answer her question and turned back to William instead.
"I wouldn't call my methods unusual, I just like to combine science with sleuthing," William said.
"Oh, you're a scientist?" Mr. Ogden said surprised.
"No, I wouldn't say that. I just like to read and experiment and use my knowledge for my work," he explained.
"I am sure however you would have made a great scientist, would you have had the opportunity to study at a university," Julia complimented. "You have a brilliant mind."
"Thank you, Julia. Sadly I didn't get that chance," William smiled at her and was distracted for a second when she smiled back and her eyes got that light shade of… he didn't know what color it was, but her eyes shone that way whenever she was happy.
"Julia, would you mind to check on our tea? I fear the maid has forgotten us," her father asked her and interrupted their moment.
"Of course," she nodded and squeezed William's shoulder reassuringly before she left the room.
"Detective, from everybody I heard about you I gather you are no fool. So I hope you understand that for obvious reasons I would have liked Julia to marry Dr. Garland a lot more. I can't say I am too fond of the arrangement now," Mr. Ogden stated bluntly and reminded William very much of Julia at that moment.
"Yes, I understand that, Sir," William nodded, because really there was no reason not to understand where he was coming from.
"However I know my daughter and I know that she won't rest until she gets what she wants and she would never let me stand in her way. " William nodded, knowing that it was true. "I can see that Julia is happy now. She seems more calm and content than I have ever seen her before and I believe that you are the reason for it. I am not a supporter of love marriages, but I believe in friendship and companionship and by everything Ruby told me, you have always been there for both of my daughters."
"They are extraordinary women," William stated.
"They are, so was my wife. I will give you my blessing, and if it is only because I have no other choice. Personally I have nothing against you, but I would have liked someone better off for my daughter," Mr. Ogden continued in his blunt way.
"And I wish I could offer Julia more," William said truthfully.
"And that honors you," the older man said. "Know however that living with such a forward thinking and modern woman as my daughter won't always be easy. I speak from experience," the man sighed dramatically and William couldn't help himself but chuckle.
"I have worked with Julia for a while, I know what you are talking about," he admitted.
"From what I was told I gathered you did more than work with her," Mr. Ogden commented dryly and wiped the smile off William's face. "My daughter thinks I know nothing and understand even less. But I know things, hear things, conclude things," he said and William got the impression that he was no longer only talking about their sleeping arrangements. He got the feeling that he knew it all, everything in Julia's past. "So I don't see a reason for you two to hurry into marriage other than the talk of the people. And I know my daughter couldn't care less about that."
"I'm a religious man, Sir, and I want Julia to become my wife in front of the world and the lord. I care about that," William pointed out and hoped to get his point across that way.
"I see," Mr. Ogden nodded and seemed to contemplate what he had just heard. "In that case I can only say that I hope Ruby will meet a man like this one day," he said then and sighed once more. William suddenly felt for him, because it must be hard having two daughters like the Ogden sisters.
"Look, they even baked a cake for us," Julia, who came back into the room just then, said joyfully.
"It looks delicious," William complimented obediently and thought he saw the young maid blush.
"Coffee or tea detective?" Mr. Ogden asked.
"Tea please. I can't seem to get used to this... coffee," William admitted, now that there was no need anymore to impress Julia with his worldly-ness.
"Me neither, William. Me neither," Mr. Ogden agreed with him and smiled approvingly for the first time.
TBC
Chapter 27
„I'm really happy that we picked it up today," William commented as he put the piglet down in the hay in its new shed in Julia's garden. She had insisted in getting it the same night, so they wouldn't have to worry about it the next day before they saw her father.
"It's a female piglet and needs a name, William," Julia smiled and petted the little ears of their new pet.
"Julia, it's a pig not a dog," he said as he stood stiffly beside her.
"Oh William, don't pretend you don't care," she simply laughed about his attitude. She knew him better than that. "You were the one who saved her and brought her here so I doubt that you will let her grow and then slaughter her," she went on and stood up, wrapping one arm around his middle.
"So you really want to name her?" he asked, already giving in because he knew he didn't have a chance anyway to win this argument. Her laughing eyes gave him all the confirmation he needed. "Then go ahead," he encouraged her.
"I get the honors alone? How generous of you," she smiled and kissed his cheek. "How about… Frieda?" she asked then.
"Frieda?" he asked, wondering how she had come up with that name.
"I think she looks like a Frieda," Julia shrugged and looked at the piglet that was chewing on an apple.
"Crazy lady," he laughed heartily and pulled her tightly against his side. How much happier he felt when she was with him and everything was alright between them. That thought reminded him that they still had to talk about their fight.
"Shall we go back inside?" Julia asked and he nodded and led her out of the small shed. "You think she will be ok out here all alone?" she wondered when they closed the door and the piglet started to squeak.
"We will not take the piglet into the main house with us. I saved its life, you tended to its wounds and gave it, sorry, her, a new home, I think that's enough," William intervened before she could even think about taking the piglet inside with her. Knowing Julia he wouldn't put it past her.
"Fine," she agreed with a deep sigh and walked beside him onto the veranda and sat down on the bench. William took the blanket and spread it over her legs before he sat down beside her. Immediately she moved closer to him and rested her head on his shoulder and smiled when he wrapped his arm around her shoulders.
"It's a lovely night," he started, not knowing if he wanted to have "the talk" or not.
"I missed you, William," she admitted, referring to the last few days.
"I missed you, too. But I couldn't get over myself and come over," he made his own admission.
"Did I really look that repulsing in the biking outfit?" she asked him and his eyes widened in shock at her question.
"What makes you say that?"
"You couldn't even look at me," she said, her eyes cast downwards.
"Julia, look at me," he insisted and lifted her chin up with his finger. "I was shocked, yes, but not because you looked repulsing. You never do!" He assured her. "I just didn't expect you to wear such a revealing outfit. It took me by surprise and the possessive part of me took over. I want to be the only one who sees you like this," he explained, or tried to at least.
"In knickerbockers?" she asked, raising her eyebrows playfully.
"In revealing clothes," he clarified in a whisper and kissed her softly.
"They are not revealing, they are practical. Have you ever tried riding a bike in a long skirt? It gets stuck all the time. Honestly, it's simply dangerous," she insisted.
"You should have told me that before and prepared me for what I was to expect. Your new clothes, George and the bathing suit were simply too much at once," William smiled.
"So I am officially allowed to wear the knickerbockers again?" she asked him.
"I don't want you to get hurt… and you wouldn't let a no stop you anyway," he knew.
"True," she laughed and snuggled further into him. They were silent for a while and simply enjoyed being together while they watched the stars shine in the dark sky above them.
"I was at Isaac's yesterday for an examination," Julia said quietly into the darkness and started to play with his fingers above the blanket.
"Are you alright?" he became worried instantly.
"I wanted to know if there's really no chance for us to have a child of our own," Julia's voice became even quieter, barely above a whisper. William didn't say anything, he simply placed a soft kiss on her sleeve and waited for her to go on.
"Isaac says that while my ovaries seem intact, there's just a lot of scar tissue in my uterus and the egg can't settle in as it should. I will simply miscarry before we even know I was ever pregnant," she explained and her eyes became watery with tears.
"We can always adopt. There are so many children out there seeking a new home," he tried to console her.
"Oh William, I really want to have your child, feel it grown within me, birth it, nurse it," she said and then started to sob. He hugged her to him and gently rocked her from side to side, hoping she would stop crying. It was breaking his heart, because he couldn't do anything. There was nothing in their power they could do to change it.
"I understand why I was punished this way for my sins, but you shouldn't be burdened with this. You deserve a wife who is able to give you children," she went on and he knew he needed to speak up or she would talk herself farther and farther into this.
"Julia, we talked about this and I stand by what I said. There is only one woman for me and that is you. I don't want to have children with any other woman. Only you. And if it isn't in god's plan to have us have our own children, then maybe our child is out there waiting for us to come and get it and give it the home it deserves," he told her and didn't let go of her.
"Thank you," she said, still choked up and buried her face even deeper into his neck.
"There's nothing you have to thank me for," he replied. "Except for maybe letting you name the piglet 'Frieda'," he pointed out then when he saw the opportunity to lighten the mood. When Julia lifted her head and looked at him while he felt her laughter vibrate through his own body, he knew he had found the right words.
~*~
The next afternoon they stood in front of the impressive house Julia grew up in. William had never been there before and he had to admit that now that he saw the mansion he was even more nervous about meeting her father than he had been earlier.
"And you called in advance and he said it was alright?" William wanted reassurance once more.
"Yes, I did. Just relax William. If you think about it rationally there's nothing bad that can happen. Whether he approves or not, it doesn't change a thing. He has yet to approve of all the other choices I made in my life," Julia tried to calm him and placed a hand on his when he just wouldn't stop fiddling with his sleeves. Before William could reply the door opened and they walked inside, handing their hats and coats off to the maid. Before long they were led into the sitting room where Mr. Ogden was already waiting for them.
"Julia," he smiled when he saw his daughter and she walked to him and greeted him with a kiss on the cheek.
"Hello father. This is detective William Murdoch, my fiancé. I have already told you about him," Julia introduced the two men and they awkwardly shook hands.
"Pleasure to finally meet you, Sir," Murdoch said and tried to sound cheerful, while he was actually shaking in his shoes under the probing eyes of Julia's father.
"I have heard a lot about you indeed. Both my daughters can't stop talking about you," Mr. Ogden replied and William wasn't sure if he should take it as a compliment or a reprimand. He didn't know what to say so he remained quiet.
"I hope it is alright that we stopped by on such a short notice. However with our job we never know what might come up," Julia spoke up.
"I hear you're an acting detective and are somewhat famous for your unusual methods," her father didn't answer her question and turned back to William instead.
"I wouldn't call my methods unusual, I just like to combine science with sleuthing," William said.
"Oh, you're a scientist?" Mr. Ogden said surprised.
"No, I wouldn't say that. I just like to read and experiment and use my knowledge for my work," he explained.
"I am sure however you would have made a great scientist, would you have had the opportunity to study at a university," Julia complimented. "You have a brilliant mind."
"Thank you, Julia. Sadly I didn't get that chance," William smiled at her and was distracted for a second when she smiled back and her eyes got that light shade of… he didn't know what color it was, but her eyes shone that way whenever she was happy.
"Julia, would you mind to check on our tea? I fear the maid has forgotten us," her father asked her and interrupted their moment.
"Of course," she nodded and squeezed William's shoulder reassuringly before she left the room.
"Detective, from everybody I heard about you I gather you are no fool. So I hope you understand that for obvious reasons I would have liked Julia to marry Dr. Garland a lot more. I can't say I am too fond of the arrangement now," Mr. Ogden stated bluntly and reminded William very much of Julia at that moment.
"Yes, I understand that, Sir," William nodded, because really there was no reason not to understand where he was coming from.
"However I know my daughter and I know that she won't rest until she gets what she wants and she would never let me stand in her way. " William nodded, knowing that it was true. "I can see that Julia is happy now. She seems more calm and content than I have ever seen her before and I believe that you are the reason for it. I am not a supporter of love marriages, but I believe in friendship and companionship and by everything Ruby told me, you have always been there for both of my daughters."
"They are extraordinary women," William stated.
"They are, so was my wife. I will give you my blessing, and if it is only because I have no other choice. Personally I have nothing against you, but I would have liked someone better off for my daughter," Mr. Ogden continued in his blunt way.
"And I wish I could offer Julia more," William said truthfully.
"And that honors you," the older man said. "Know however that living with such a forward thinking and modern woman as my daughter won't always be easy. I speak from experience," the man sighed dramatically and William couldn't help himself but chuckle.
"I have worked with Julia for a while, I know what you are talking about," he admitted.
"From what I was told I gathered you did more than work with her," Mr. Ogden commented dryly and wiped the smile off William's face. "My daughter thinks I know nothing and understand even less. But I know things, hear things, conclude things," he said and William got the impression that he was no longer only talking about their sleeping arrangements. He got the feeling that he knew it all, everything in Julia's past. "So I don't see a reason for you two to hurry into marriage other than the talk of the people. And I know my daughter couldn't care less about that."
"I'm a religious man, Sir, and I want Julia to become my wife in front of the world and the lord. I care about that," William pointed out and hoped to get his point across that way.
"I see," Mr. Ogden nodded and seemed to contemplate what he had just heard. "In that case I can only say that I hope Ruby will meet a man like this one day," he said then and sighed once more. William suddenly felt for him, because it must be hard having two daughters like the Ogden sisters.
"Look, they even baked a cake for us," Julia, who came back into the room just then, said joyfully.
"It looks delicious," William complimented obediently and thought he saw the young maid blush.
"Coffee or tea detective?" Mr. Ogden asked.
"Tea please. I can't seem to get used to this... coffee," William admitted, now that there was no need anymore to impress Julia with his worldly-ness.
"Me neither, William. Me neither," Mr. Ogden agreed with him and smiled approvingly for the first time.
TBC